Awww

So John is gone for the week, and we all miss him, but things are different now for Lucas. Ever since we had Olivia, he has been thrown off his routine (me too..) and needs more affection. Plus when I was in the hospital, he had a lot of time to bond with Susan, grandma and John. I know he misses dada and it breaks my heart, so I know John must be really sad...this is for you! It's gonna be a rough year for us needy folk, but we love and support you Johnny and can't wait for you to come home to your family :) Here's a video of Lucas (and just watching it makes my boobs start leaking--out of the joy of being a mommy lol):

One of the only things that he likes and makes him smile is saying, "umizoomi" which is a new nick jr show. John comes home later this week and then leaves again so i know lucas will have more separation anxiety--he's worse than I am. But thank God for all of Susan's help esp on her days off today and tomorrow!