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Thursday, November 18, 2010

Update--& pics coming....

Sorry to all who have been awaiting pictures! I finally have a chance to put some up. Things have definitely changed since last night's events. Since becoming a mom to 2, I always felt a deeper bond with Lucas. I always loved Olivia, but I think I was so busy taking care of everything, that I didn't establish as deep a connection with her. Last night did just that. I totally adore both of them, but she and I have been inseparable since then. I am paranoid but also am so relieved when I see little Olivia-antics that I recognize as her personality; I am comforted in knowing I didn't lose my litte girl who has been growing and changing so much over the last 10 months. Call me dramatic, but when you see your baby seizing, you can't control your emotions. John had a rough night too--he really let it all out last night when we came home. Said so many horrible worries were running through his head on the drive to the hospital.

So, this morning John came down with a horrible flu/virus. Could've been from the nasty hospital or the trip across country. But he is very sick and we are trying to keep him quarantined to prevent it from spreading throughout the house. Louise made him some good chicken noodle soup which he was able to keep down. Hope it was just a 24 hr bug....

Tomorrow I am taking Olivia to her new pediatrician to be checked out just in case. Not sure what they will do, but I would like to learn more about what could've happened. Kinda surreal that my babies are patients at Sierra Medical Group...where I went as a kid :) I appreciate all the thoughts and prayers !

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